All that being said, I have a confession to make. This is usually SO not like me (not the confession part, but what I'm confessing to). Are you ready? You're not going to believe this.....I can't. I. Missed. Ash Wednesday. I know, I know. I felt (and still feel) horrible about it. This is in no way a justification, but it is the only explanation that I have. And it's a terrible one: I was just so selfishly wrapped up in myself and my complaining about work and the week that would never end. I didn't realize what day it was (aside from being the Wednesday of one of the longest weeks ever), until it was almost over. I was very humbled and ashamed by that realization.
That led to a lot of reflection and contemplation about what I was going to do for Lent. I won't tell you what I'm doing, because (just like advertising your tithing) it kind of negates some of the goodness behind it. But I will share a link to a website I found that gives scripture verses to go along with an alternate view of "what to give up for Lent". (click here) On that same note, here are some things that were in our church bulletin this morning:
- Give up 10-15 minutes of sleep ~ Instead, use that time for prayer
- Give up buying nonessentials for yourself ~ Instead, give that money to someone in need
- Give up looking at other people's worst points ~ Instead, focus on their best ones
And now, I will just leave you with this...The Prayer of St. Francis. (click here)
Loved the links. My biggest struggle with Lent is that I have reached a point where I don't think I experience it anymore. I've let myself become so involved in the "production" side of masses and stations of the cross, etc. etc. etc. that I have lost the connection to any of it. I have people come up and tell me how beautiful a liturgy was, especially for a special mass, and I'm proud to have been able to help with that, but envious that I was too busy to participate in it myself. My choice. My struggle. My cross?
ReplyDeleteWow, Mom. That was fast. Yeah, I get that. I can totally see how that would happen. So maybe it is your cross. Just know that you play a big part it making this special and meaningful for the hundreds of other people that get to experience it. When you think about what you're giving up in order to do that, I think it's pretty selfless.
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